Friday 20 September 2013

Neither I'm Single... nor Committed...

If you find yourself thinking about this person several times a day, and they are happy thoughts and maybe your heart beats a little faster, looking once at her make your day lovely n beautiful... it totally means that you are screwed in love... sorry sorry my bad, wrong words... it means you like that girl. I don't know about you guys but i get butterflies every time when i see her because she make me feel good without even talking. 


Today i fell in dilemma when my new friend asked me a question which i was unable to answer as i was confused. And this is the only reason why i am writing this post. He asked me "Mayank are you single or in relation with someone?". I looked at him and thought why the hell he is asking me this question. I kept quite and left the place but the question was still in my mind. I asked myself "M i single?" no.... but i am not in a relationship too... wtf. 

I am telling you friends this actually is a very awkward situation as i am facing this right now and most of you are facing i think. I actually hate this thing when you don't know what's in mind of the one you like or love. 

I asked my close friend what should i do? Idiot replied "try flirting a little and dropping hints. She will let you know through body language etc. what they think of you" Maybe he is right, but whenever i try to give a hint by making a eye contact and i look at her i feel like i am terribly shaking, and always find myself smiling senselessly. I am really bad in all this.

C'mon.... why the hell this is so difficult. why she don't understand what i am facing. Guys not everyone who is single is lonely and not everyone who is taken is in love. This takes time and enjoy this period of waiting. This feeling, these moments, your looking into her eyes, smiling after doing something stupid for her.... you all gonna miss this.

This blog's link is somehow linked with her blog but I don't know whether she is reading this blog or not, but all i want to say is "I am waiting madam... its your turn and I don't want to be confused anymore. Lets start our friendship and leave rest to god." 


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